Am I alone in this fantasy ... I am still young ... I could make it into a reality ...
Gang banging is for idiots. At Washington, during Iran-Contra when every neighborhood had a DD millionaire it was crazy. Kids drove to high school in Beamers and Benzs. The Freeway Boyz would pay thousands for kids to drive across the country. NONE graduated. Death or Jail was the eventuality of them all. For the Lords to have free reign, most were given up to crooked cops.
Unfortunately in the black community stupid behavior is condoned and glamorized. Fortunately, my parents encouraged me to excel in everything. After I peaked as a witness, I knew my career was the next route to excell in. Unfortunately for me, college was not an option. I think things worked out better anyway.
Stay focused on school and making 6 figures afterward. I would suggest getting a good witness wife though, just my opinion. At 18 I was the magazine servant and the older women would fight to get their literature. A young man with a good income in South-Central was gold, back in my day.
Now it's all about my children's sports, my wife and my JOB.
Remember, just because the witnesses are NOT real, it does NOT mean God is not real.